Cancelling marriage after Roka

His mother met me and forced me to meet my family as she wants me to get married with her son and after so many ups and downs. I managed my family to get ready for Roca and they pressurised me, and after getting Roca done one day, his whole family hosted me and called my mother and said shitty things about me like talking about my past that she was with so many people in this and that, but they always knew everything about me. My partner used to know everything about me. My mother-in-law used to know everything about me now he’s saying that you live in a past, and you cannot come out of it, so I do not want to continue this further, and I hear I’m cancelling this Roca. What to do now. Leave it like this or let me proceed for the legal actions as I had to abortions with him, and he told his mother and my family also, but now they all are backing off. I do not want to be with him, but if they have talk to me like a right basis, I might think something else, but they called my family and they said cheap things about me and my family while cancelling Roca and ghosted us all.