Like to apply for divorce

We are joint family after my younger brother marriage my wife started feeling jealousy and asked for seperate from. Family,We didn't have kids for more than 3 years later went to doctor spent 10 lacks for ivf later it got miscarriage on 5th month , in Covid I lost job so started a business with cousin it was good I spend the earnings on her health and her lifestyle suddenly after loss of business I took gold and kept in bank due lot of mental harrasment, I sold my house and released 90% Gold only 15 lacks good is pending even she keeps harrassing finally applied a job in Europe as labour now everything is going good suddenly when in a month I am getting visa all my PCC and everything got cleared even paid charges to agent now my wife and in laws came to my house started abusing and beaten me and my mom , Now I am feeling to divorce but my problem is I can't pay her alimony or anything until I earn in Europe, if I apply divorce I have to attend court everytime, I can't miss the court summons is there any chance where I can get divorce and have some time from court summons. What happen if I go to Europe on job and didn't return to India any issue will happen to my family or is there any way , As my in laws or very dangerous people