Domestic violence

Hi, I have been married for 12.5 years and my husband never worked more than 6 months since we get married. He used to tell me he is working left home around 11-12 and returned home late nights , sometimes next day . This gone for about 3 year. Once I got to know he doesn’t have a job, he says he is planning to start a business , he tried 3-4 businesses by taking loan from friends and family. He took money from my parents and my relative without my knowledge and ask them not to tell me. I used to keep my in-laws updated about his actions but they used to blame me for everything. He took loan in exchange of my wedding jewellery from both the sides and never paid the loan amount or interest . All my parents side jewellery was sold off by Muthoot. Still I tried to make it work. The remaining jewellery was somehow recovered by me and my father by paying off to Muthoot finance. I have been working from past 9 years , he never paid for any expenses related to me , not even when I had to go through the medical termination of pregnancy, at the time of discharge he asked me to clear the hospital bills otherwise he won’t be coming to take me home. He has been hitting me on multiple occasions and left home by blocking me from everywhere with no electricity at home. I have to take shelter at my parents home . Now they have filed cruelty case against me because I used to react to his physical and mental abuse. He used to hit me when I take his parents name or abuse them for not raising him well or not supporting me even when they know I was being abused all these years. He has been cheating on multiple times and the last time I caught him cheating I was asking for a divorce day and night but he said he will change . He has became more violent since i caught him in June 2024. He was trying to get rid of me but never say it on face instead he used go abuse me mentally and physically. I was getting Panick attack on daily basis as he left home and blocked me and only unblocked me when he is returned home everyday.