Divorce from husband

Hi this is Pratiksha Dodake I was married in 2014 now it is already 11 years of marriage before children and being outside from inlaws we were happy but after few years of marriage i became mother of 2 children still we were happy my husband works as a driver he worked in multiple companies but the day he joined ashtika company a real easte firm and his bull shit boss takes him out for weeks weeks and he never intimates me should I go ir no he goes and he starts provoking me and my children I am going Mumbai ,goa and etc .we both have lots of fights this 2 years from when he stared going out and in-laws came in life I think so he is done with me I am feeling very helpless he sits with mobile continuosly when ever I start speaking he says dnt talk now we will talk later and later never turns up there is lots of communication gap between us and he his less borther from 2 years we are not having food in our own house but in - law's house he says loans are going how I will fill the food we are on such a path that I have to take care of whole expenses of the family are thoughts never matches I am feeling that I have stuck in such a while that I can't come out till I am dead .when my limit gets over I tried to kill my self as well . I want to take divorce from my husband with 2 children custody to me .