My father is physically abuse my mother and abuse me leads to depression

My mother's life is hell because my father The story starts when my father physically abused my mother after marriage. I don't know exactly what the reason is, but I can tell you that this is not about dowry and because both families are financially more stable when Rifts are increasing, then my mother's father (to me, grandfather) got angry with bullshits, then done a failed case on my father with the help of some powerful people who are his friends after the si and ci of the police station told us that we would not leave until the person who told us to leave you. I don't know exactly how it was before or after my birth. The original story starts here. After they settled it, They lived happily, and my father got a government job in apspdcl in the electrical department. They moved away from my father's home town, Machilipatnam, against some rifts between them, and finally, they all happened every time. I saw my father betting with hands or anything in his life. From childhood on, I never stopped my father physically abusing my mother and verbally abusing her. One day a call came to my father. They said that my mother's father died (to me, my grandfather). My father told my mother, Don't go to your father's funeral. I will leave you if you do that. Because my future and she cried a lot on that day when I was in 2nd grade, before this one thing happened to me when I was a ukg or lgk kid, he kicked me with his leg strongly. I was not talking with my father's mother (grandmother to me). I was first when my father crushed my mother's bangles with his hand while eating, then blood came from my mother and dropped on my food. I saw these things in childhood. One day my mother's younger sister came with a new Sony DVD player as a gift for a long time to see me and my mother, and then my father got angry and destroyed the DVD player after she left our home. Then again, she cried a lot this time. All this time, my mother secretly talks with their family members using phones. Every time my father finds out that these things he is physically and verbally abusing start These things happen to me every time I still love my father at that age. Every time my mother's family visited our home after they left, they would start fighting. My father is physically abusing my mother on these occasions. Till now, he has had a good parenting method for me as a child. The worst days of my life start from here in 8th grade onwards. He started more physical abuse of my mother, and one day we had a big fight at home. Started physical abuse me as well because I started very small about being aggressive towards my father because he simply links other people with the mother, like the owner of our house, watchman, even relatives, male people who are neighbor people, he links that my mother all ways sleeps with them as sex relation like that, he scolds my mother, but in front of me after my 9th grade, he stared and scolded all these in front of me. After