Divorce and seperation

Hi, i made a mistake i am having a affairs..but not physically to anyone didnt prove anything, he had chats or some piks against me.. he did mixed up my past relationship chat before marriage or share everysingle details about my family.. he hit me physically n making a nude vdo after cougth, last two months m living with my family... he blackmail me or send all pik or chat with my brothers or relatives frinds or office collegue or mislead them..he drink alot or daily basis after office when i return home forcefully physical with me whether i m int or not..he sold my jwellery or i,ll give 22 lakh arround or repay a loan he taking from with my frnd husband i have a transaction history he purchase a bike on my name down payment paid by me...i,ll do evrything possible things to make his life better.. but i dnt wanna leave with him...but all case against me..now he daily torture me n my family on phn or still blackmail or making a fraud evidence against me he never file any divorce or fir against me but he daily basis call or threat me " i have prove against you tuje dekh lunga and all" what should i do i dnt wanna leave with him or he will doing this torture on daily basis..please suggest me what should i do now?