Alimony after divorce

Dear sir, My name is punita grover Age 38 I got married in Jan 2013... But after living with my husband n in laws got separated after nine months... During those nine months we had a lot of disputes.... Also I am a psychiatric patient...Since 2009...n having been under treatments under vatious doctors... my husband n in laws were aware about it...before marriage... Due to my severe depression n anxiety which got accelerated majorly after marriage due to no support from anyone... Yes we did have a lot of fights as my anxiety levels had increased to the extent of getting very severe panic attacks very regularly n the pressures put by my husband forcibly to adjust.. N still under such circumstances...I did every bit for my in laws n their relatives... After nine months we had a major fight where in the car my mum n I were asked to get out 12.00 in the night at saki naka.. After which I never went back... I had a lot of pressure n hatred n unacceptable by my mother ( my father is separated for the last ten years).. N was completely blamed for everything by his n my family too... In spite of them coming sometimes to my psychiatrist. ..n knowing I do have a severe mood dis order... Finally they asked for a divorce after six months...n his father said it would be mutual n my mum agreed... By then I was already under heavy medications to take my own decisions... My mum refused to support me n we did have physical fights also at home... After few months they filed a divorce in Dec 2014.... I was under strong mood stabilisers. . My psychiatrist also suggested I take a basic maintenance as even affording a basic treatment...was getting difficult.. I did try to talk to my mum...but all she said go to your husband...n live however it is....coz this is not your house... N when I said I will ask for alimony she said she would not support me n throw me out of the house... I was earning before marriage as a freelancer so incomes were less n unpredictable ...n working in stressful job like mine considering my depression was getting impossible. ..I too had a nervous breakdown a year before marriage... So after marriage I stopped working hoping stress would ease out n I could work on my health n get a regular treatment...which my husband n mother in law supported before marriage... without worrying about living and then once I was fine will get a job... But situations worsened so much that I am still deeply psychologically affected by the events since my marriage n till date... I was on heavy sedatives...n so signed the papers quietly under pressure of no where to go n my mother's Un supportive Ness. ..also was very weak mentally n physically to think...as rational thinking n decision making is the first thing that gets affected by depression. .. So I got divorced on 18th July 2015... Since then my mother has been absolutely unsupportive...n have no financial support... Also they had returned only the jwellery given by my mother back..which I got to know much later... All the jwellery they gifted me is with them n they have not even discussed it at all... Also during the separation period neither my husband or my in laws bothered even asking for the medical expenses forget even giving anything g... N they very well know my family economic conditions after my father separated have been bad... They also know that my father does not support me or the family in any way.... But right now I am absolutely without any support...financial ...to even pay my medical bills...or live a normal living of dignity...In fact I have been living by borrowing money from my friends... I want my jwellery given by them...as well a monthly basic expenses... I did try working n supporting my self...but could not manage due to my mental health n especially since all this marriage n separation n divorce have decorated my conditions... Tho I am still trying to work but end up having to take extra medicines n my treatment built up fails... My psychiatrist Dr. Manilal had a. ..has also very openly stated I am in no position to work... Plz help....