Bhanu

I met a girl in coaching classes during preparation of competitive exam. We exchanged number as a normal student would do to keep in touch and exchange note. After 10 days or so she stopped coming to the institute. She was having some back operation. As a friend I tried to help her and pass on study material notes. During this period we used to chat on Whatsapp,hike and other platforms and started to develop liking for each other. Than one day she said she loves me. I also said I love you too. There was not a single day that we don't talk and chat . We also video chat. Than we exchange our private moment and secret with others and even photos.She was the one started to send her private part pic to me like that of bosom and vaginal part pics of her. I told her not to send but he sent her pic. In march 2017 after fully recovering she went to her father's house from hospital and came into Facebook. I don't know what was happening to me. I started to feel bad and I felt something wrong was happening with me . I enquired about and found that maximum of friends were boys ,(I know this is silly girls can have boy as friends but they were not her friends bit more than friends) when I asked her about it she ignored me and told me they were just friends. But in my heart I knew she was cheating on me. Some how I told this to my mother . My mother told me to forgot her and concentrate on study but I was not able to concentrate on studies. My health also detorierated. I used to cry like a 5 year old .Some how my mother got in touch with her father and told all the things that were happening with me . From that day all our communication we're taken away by our parents. I tried to commit suicide 17 times because I could not study and do any thing and just think about her . My mother asked me what u wanted I told her I want her. My mother contacted her mother to ask for their daughters hand but they said they could not marry her as she is a SC/ST and I was an OBC that's why. Now I don't know what to do what is the purpose of living. People say forget her but how I don't know . I also went to police station but police can't understand the case . Is I am the victim here is I am the main culprit .